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A 26yr old female whose brain is powered by caffeine; without its main fuel source it has a working speed slower than that of a slug. That aside, she wishes she could grow a teeny weeny bit (read: a lot) taller and constantly whines about her weight. Enjoys devising novel ways to traumatise people with her bludders. Oh, and she is rather antisocial.

Suddenly I had a whimsy to change my blog template, yet again.

This time, I was gripped by a sudden urge to replace the old template with
something that's bright.

Not your normal bright.

Think retro, groovy, psychedelic bright.

The kind of bright that can damage your retinas and cause brains to
shut down immediately.

Yeah.

But luckily for you, my dear (pathetically few) readers, sanity prevailed (OK, not entirely).

Which is why you're still sitting comfortably on your chair, reading my crappy blog instead of clawing at your eyes and rolling on the floor in pain.

But seriously, I don't know what came over me, to have that kind of urge.

I guess I'm really bored.

Bored of my blog template, of my work, of my life.

A life that revolves around waking up to get to work and
counting down the hours to getting home.

A life that revolves around planning my finances and budget so that
I can repay my debts ASAP.

A life of doing absolutely nothing useful save whining about life itself.
Duh.

So I want to change.

I want to change from being a no-lifer who has done nothing significant, nothing of use to mankind, to someone who's contributed a little, however small, to society.

I want to change, from being another one of the typical weary civil servant to one who is happy with her job, if not passionate. (Not that I'm unhappy with my job, it's just that I don't feel passionate about it, ok?)

I want to change from being a whiner who doesn't make the effort to change the problematic situation to a whiner who tries to solve the problem, no matter how screwed the situation may be (I like to whine, so there).

Frankly, I do not know if I can change or not.

I mean, all my life, I've been very - what's the word - passive. I can't be bothered to change. That's just the way I am.

But I shall try my best now.

Which is why I changed my blog template - I know it's but a small step towards change. But hey, at least I made the effort to, right?

Now, all I have to do is to grit my teeth and just try to be a more useful person, damnit.
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